- Caprice -

- Attempt At Salvation -

Watch me as I die tonight
Watch me bleed
Side to side
Destruction from all above
And all around
Now I see you can see
See me
See me bleed

Don't hear me when I whisper
Only when I scream
My half truths of entities possessed
By evils unknown
Hear me speak to you
Feel me in your ear

Now you
You get to watch me bleed

Pray on your starshine
Will they hear your cries?
Maybe not, maybe so
What, what, what if I die tonight

Reach for you

Now you
You get to watch me bleed

Apathy after numbing after depression after life
It locks you in a door
But you're all alone
Your own favorite hero
Your own worst enemy
Let me whisper it to you
Can you feel me in your ear

Now you get to hear me scream
Now you
You get to watch me bleed

Now you
You get to hear me scream
The sky is black
I know you know I can't see
There is no escape

Now you
You get to help me bleed
Make it easy
A swift blow to the wrists
A classic twist
It wasn't suicide, I swear

Now you
You get to watch me bleed
Now you
You get to watch death take over me

Pale stricken
Lifeless
Crimson flood

What have you done

I see you watched you cry while i died
I see you take the knife

Now I
I get to see you bleed
Just like me
In aching misery

- Mud Face Likeness -

Yellow dirty eyes dripping raindrop tears
Just the thought makes you want to scream
Pale visage, classic queen
See it now inside a dream
The perfect plot, the perfect tragedy
You won't ever know what it's like
You won't ever know what I mean
Scar tissue around her neck
Down her arms
It's in her head
I can see them infest
They are overtaking me
Overwhelming me
You won't ever know what it's like
You won't ever know what I mean
Water blood so thin from weakness
Like a dying burnt rose
Tthat fell from your fingertips
When the dream began
But it's all over
Can't you see...
You won't ever know what it's like
You won't ever know what I mean
Blue gray sky surrounds
It's my time to take my turn
I shoot an arrow but
The bloodletting doesn't stop
I see the face, the moon, it haunts me
I reach for stars
You don't know what it's like
To live this dream
Inside they still haunt me
Nowhere to run, nowhere to be
They come
I know it
I know
They've come to overtake me.

- Simply Look Away -

Over reacting conflict falls between my eyes
Between my mind
I take a step forward I don't know anymore
I'm sorry, I'm sorry it all fell down
I'm sorry that it went astray
I'm sorry I ran and hid away
Stop it, stop it
I didn't mean to
I hear it echoing in my mind
I'll try not to be so stupid next time
Please, just stop
The heaving cries that invade my mind
I can't speak, I can't think
It just overrides

- Circles -

Cold circles
On my palms
Count them down
One by one
Sweet sighing silence
And all I am is here
Disrupted paranoia
What is left to do
Chapped skin
Scar tissue
Circles
Everywhere I look
Everywhere I turn
Telling me to go on
But I'm scared
I'm scared
count me down
Count me up
Everywhere I look
There I am
Color finds
And color blinds
But what color am I
I'm scared
Circles closing everywhere
Sweetness gone
I'm all alone
Circles trapping me in
Secrets undiscussed
Dreams overtaken
Left unto one
Circles
Scared of this
I'm scared to be alone
Scar tissue
Head ache
Knife in my pocket
Where do i begin
Where does this end
Circles
Cold heartless circles
Help me back up
Help me back in.

 

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